The Monday Morning After Friday Night's Holiday Party: Priceless

Before I begin I must first admit that I am a nerd.  Ok, now that that's been said I can tell you how I spent my Friday.

It's common in the wine industry to work 4/10s.  Ten hours a day for four days a week instead of the traditional eight hours for five days.  This means three day weekends every weekend, which is a welcome change from the 'no weekends ever' schedule we were following during Harvest.  Last week was the first week on the new schedule.  And I spent my First Free Friday at UC Davis for 8 hours in a winemaking seminar:

It was very much like being in school again, in an all day lecture taking notes.  The topic was fermentation tains, like rose taint and sulfur taint, and we tasted 16 wines spiked with some terrible defects like "rotten egg" and "fecal".  And I loved it.  About 150 wine professionals from all over California gathered at UC Davis to brush up on our ester and sulfur knowledge.  Davis holds about 3 winemaking seminars a year and I have yet to miss one.  I would like to post about ester taints but that's for another time.

That same Friday night we had our Holiday party.  As an industry, we work hard but we also party hard.  Harvest parties and Holiday parties are no joke.  I know everyone has the capacity to party hard, but I think we have an edge because we get to practice so much.  We gathered at the bosses's house where there was plenty of wine, beer and japanese whiskey.  I took some great footage of a speed quarters game, T doing magic tricks and Intern J forcing his elbows to touch (each other!) and I wish so mightily that I could post it.  But alas I am afraid of being fired and/or beat up.

During and after speed quarters we played another fun game: "Guess My Blood Alcohol Content".  The boss man surprised and amused us with a breathalyzer that we all took turns blowing into.  We each had our own tip that connected to it and as the night went on, T and I became acutely aware of how much we were enjoying ourselves.  We enjoyed ourselves a lot.

This is the first party I've been to where this has happened, and it was awkward and silly, but unfortunately necessary.  We party and drink and then drive home.  All the time.  Especially in this industry I think we are desensitized because it's so common.  People absolutely drink and drive home.

Anyway, although the breathalyzer helped us get home safely it could not prevent some of us from giving the rest of us some great stories to tell Monday morning around the water cooler.


-L


P.S. If anyone is braver than I am, I would enjoy some of your holiday party stories.  And if we see each other in person, I will absolutely share the footage I can't post.

It's Your Birthday Everyday Napa! We Got You Some Balloons.

The following footage has been patiently waiting in my hard drive since October for new editing software.


Even though Harvest is an exhausting time of the year and driving to work after only a few hours of sleep is everyone's least favorite thing to do, I enjoy the early morning drive for one reason only: the hot air balloons.  Every clear morning during the fall in Napa, there are at least 15 hot air balloons taking off from several spots in the valley.  I like to think that it looks like we are throwing Napa Valley a birthday party everyday.


One Saturday morning (6:45am) back in October as I was driving to work and admiring the balloons (as usual), I decided to pull over and film them.   I pulled over at the golf course where a group of 4 balloons were taking off.  Every morning for months and months those same 4 balloons take off from this one spot.  But steering capabilities for large balloons are poor, so they land wherever they find a clearing.  Sometimes this ends up being in T's front yard and as a thanks they leave a bottle of Sparkling wine at the front door.



I had 16 minutes of footage which I sped up and condensed into 2 minutes, which unfortunately makes my shaky camera work very obvious.  Tripod for Christmas?


-L

Is everyone here from Napa? A trip to SFMOMA

This past weekend was my first opportunity to enjoy a two day weekend since August and I was eager to get out of Napa.  Part of the weekend was spent celebrating the success of good friends of mine.  

 {This space is reserved for when they are allowed to disclose the good news}.

Nothing says celebrating success like sparkling wine.  A sparkling rosé of Malbec from Argentina to be specific.  Sparkling is great for celebrations and inconspicuous early morning drinking but I try to have it as often as possible.  I want sparkling to become more of an everyday wine instead of a special occasion wine.  I hope you will all help me. 

Since I was already in the bay, I spent Sunday in San Francisco checking out SFMOMA's new wine exhibit "How Wine Became Modern, Design + Wine, 1976 to Now"

 I thought the exhibit was very comprehensive, educational material in addition to gorgeous portraits of the Napa Valley.  It covered soil types and weather in different winemaking regions like Europe, South America, California, New Zealand, Australia and South Africa.  On display was even a vine they had dug out of the ground to demonstrate where the rootstock and grafted plant come together.  This is called the scion and it's the little round notch seen in the picture.

 Fun Fact: this particular vine came from Opus's vineyards.

They also had a wall that catalogued the different types of wine labels.  The bottles were grouped according to the type of label they had. 

Categories included : family owned, animals, good vs evil, understated, sex, cheeky and my personal favorite:

Also for our viewing pleasure were all kinds of wine paraphernalia like crazy decanters modeled after the human heart.

 And single serving glasses of wine packaged like pudding cups.  Yes please.

  

I did a poor job of photographing the models they had on display of wineries.  Last post I talked about two of my favorite wineries in the valley, but I have three.  The third is Dominus.  Below is a scaled model of the Dominus building.

  

It looks like a boring dark rectangle but I love the non-intrusive architectural philosophy behind the design.  The walls are made from stones stacked in a wire cage.  

When you look at the building from afar it blends into the mountains and is barely visible.

Lastly, there was a Smell Wall with glass bowls filled with wine and a particular odor: "jammy", "floral", "citrus", "cat pee", etc.

I was thinking to myself that is was nice to see how well attended the exhibit was.  I was feeling glad that all these people came and paid money to see an exhibit about wine.  It made me feel validated about my work and I was feeling pretty cool when I ran into a friend from Napa in the industry.  And then 5 minutes later into another.  And then another.  In the short time that I was at the exhibit I ran into 3 different groups of people I know from Napa in the wine industry.  I went to the city hoping to see a different audience but ended up running into my same homies from Napa, who were in the city trying to do the same thing.

Oh well.

Guess next time I'll have to go a bit further to get away.

If anyone has time to swing by SFMOMA to check out the exhibit I highly recommend it, and if that's not what you're in to, on the opposite side of the floor they have an exhibit on Voyerism.  It gets really creepy really fast.  Otherwise, swing by Napa and I can show you some dirt and vines and pudding cups.

-L

Day Trips: Opus and Quintessa

Despite a continually busy schedule I managed to visit two of my favorite wineries in the valley this week. 

First stop: Opus One 

I was at Opus One for the 2008 Harvest and have nothing but fond memories.  During the off season I go back to visit the lab, or lunch there but it has been several months since my last visit.  

On Tuesday I took T over to get to know the winery and try Opus's latest release.  We tried the 2005 and the 2007, which were both fantastic wines, however I felt the 2007 is currently too young and I am interested in trying it again in a year or two.  The 2005 is a very well balanced and complex wine, but I'm not terribly fond of that vintage anywhere in Napa.  2005 was a cool year, similar to this year and the flavor profile is very different than the fruit forward 2007 or 2008.  It's not a question of good vs bad, just a personal preference.  

Below is the blue Napa sky taken from the entrance to the winery,  it was unseasonably warm in the beginning of the week, high 70s.

I didn't take too many pictures since I used to work there and it felt weird to do so, but I did want to show off their barrel room because it is so different from ours.  Similarly to us, Opus keep their barrels one high (a most covetous luxury) but they have a large semi circular display room instead of a cave.

 

Working with barrels that are only one high is a luxury because they are a pleasure to work with, all the barrels are easily accessible for taking samples, or topping or adding sulfur.  

Over the 20 or so months that the wine ages in barrel the water and/or alcohol slowly evaporate through the pores in the wood.  As some wine evaporates out of the barrel it creates a head space where the remaining volume is exposed to oxygen.  Having a partially full barrel is undesirable because it leaves the wine vulnerable to spoilage through oxidation and microbial attack. 

Oxygen loving bacteria like acetobacter can infect unprotected wine and are responsible for turning a wine into vinegar.  To prevent this from occurring whenever the wine level starts to get low, we breakdown a barrel (empty it) and use the wine to fill all the other partial barrels.  Every 3 to 4 weeks the crew has to top every single barrel (for a winery our size, a single vintage can have on average 1000 barrels).  Which is very labor intensive.  Another protective measure is adding small amounts of liquid sulfur dioxide as an antimicrobial agent.  This is also done every 3 to 4 weeks for 18 to 20 months.

So when I said that we also keep our barrels on a single level, it was a mostly true statement.  It has been true every year since 2005, however this year since most of the fruit came in at the same time we have had some space issues.  About 85% of our barrels are in the cool cave (55F) stacked one high.  The rest are not quite done with primary fermentation so to encourage the end of fermentation we have to keep them warm.  We have a warm room (75F) but it is small and we have had to stack 4 barrels high.  

Which is still pretty good.  

Another winery I worked at used to stack them 6 high and that was terrifying.

Having barrels one high is a luxury because otherwise we are climbing around like monkeys to get our samples (as T is seen in the above pictures).  One would think there is a more sophisticated way of doing this, but climbing like monkeys is still the most effective technique.

T and I get our climb on every 2 or 3 days to monitor the dropping sugar levels.  Once these barrels are below 1g/L of residual sugar they can be moved to the cool cave and resume a single level life.

Next stop: Quintessa

Quintessa is high end winery not unlike Opus.  I am not a former employee, but it's one of my favorite places to bring out of town guests, so I often find myself there.  

This is really what it looks like.   They have a lake.  Yeah.

But no one has visited lately and on Friday I found myself there for work.  

Quintessa has a similar Sauvignon blanc program to ours so we took 5 of our 2010 wines for an educational comparison.  By "similar program" I mean that they make their SB in a similar way.  They have a single Sauvignon blanc that is made from several different vineyard sources and fermented in several vessels: concrete eggs, new oak barrels, neutral oak barrels and stainless steel barrels.  We ferment in all of those vessels too, but we also ferment in stainless steel tanks, which they do not.

Currently not too many wineries have concrete eggs in the valley but that is going to change.  Our main focus of the tasting was the eggs.

We got through 19 wines in about an hour an a half.  

I appreciated tasting their egg fermentation side by side with ours.  After the tasting we got to ask each other questions about the vineyards the fruit came from, about fermentation temperatures and preferred yeasts, anything we wanted to ask each other.  These types of tastings are fairly common and mutually beneficial for the wineries that participate.  

However, I sometimes forget how rare an opportunity it is.  I don't know of other industries who invite their competitors into their offices and offer up their product for questions and review.  

We were tasting only 2010 wines, stuff that barely finished fermentation.  We get an exclusive glimpse into the starting components of a wine that will not be released for several months.  

And  a large point of these meetings is to learn from each other and apply the knowledge.  We collect information about the quality and price points we are competing against directly from our competitors. 

I say competitors in a very loose sense.  I do not mean competitors as in rivals.  But we do compete for a similar market share.  They are a winery in Napa Valley that produce Sauvignon Blanc and Cabernet Sauvignon and we are a winery in Napa Valley that produce Sauvignon Blanc and Cabernet Sauvignon at similar price points.

Its as if Apple invited Microsoft over to their campus and said hey, bring your latest smart phone** and we'll bring our latest iphone and we will sit around a table and we will ask you how you made your phone and you can ask us anything about how we made ours and we will use that knowledge to improve our initial product, and if you want to take some home we'll sell them to you at a discount. 

It's kinda like that.

Except that wouldn't happen in tech land and it happens all the time in the wine industry.

And why it's so commonplace is a topic for another day.

-L

Up Next: "How I spent my first 2 day weekend in 14 weeks"

** I have no idea what their smart phone is called =/

Dave Grohl Visits the Lab! OMG

This is what the lab sink looks like almost everyday now.

Harvest is officially over, but the workload has yet to reflect this fact.  Harvest is the busiest time of year for a winery but I've found that the lab's busiest time of year is post harvest.  We still have several tanks that are fermenting, which necessitates daily checking.  We also have several tanks that have finished fermenting and therefore we need to confirm dryness (residual sugar levels).  The yeast consume the sugar in the juice and create alcohol as a byproduct, but sometimes they can be too efficient and the alcohol levels get too high and create a toxic environment for the yeast so that they die before they finish consuming all the sugar.  This creates a stuck fermentation, when there is still sugar to be consumed, but dead or sluggish yeast cannot finish the job.  

A stuck fermentation is a problem because even if it is a small amount of sugar, this creates an opportunity for undesirable microbes to feed on the sugar and create off odors or flavors or unpleasant mouth feel.  Usually 2g/L is considered dry, but we feel more comfortable calling a lot dry at 1g/L.  

It is part of the lab's job to confirm dryness and I do this by pulling a sample from the tank and analyzing the sample with a spectrophotometer (time consuming).  Additionally, after the wine is dry, we initiate a secondary fermentation called Malolactic fermentation.  In ML fermentation, lactic acid bacteria convert malic acid into lactic acid, and this fermentation needs to be monitored as well.  On the spectrophotometer.  

This means that during this time of year the lab is monitoring the wines at three different stages.  So T and I spend all day collecting the samples, analyzing them, and then cleaning up after ourselves.

So I hope I will not sound too unreasonable when I say that I was not be in the mood to celebrate the End of Harvest with the annual Harvest Party on Friday.

Harvest parties are usually a fantastic tradition.  An opportunity to relax after the difficult season, have some beers with coworkers and meet each others families and forget about work.  However, since this season was so particular and late, we haven't had much of a break.  Usually there is a longer period of time between the end of harvest when things start to slow down and when we can let loose.  But we haven't slowed down. Friday was a hectic day and most of us had to work early Saturday.

The party was set up at the winery, and the crew scrambled to finish early so that they could go home and change our of their work clothes and pick up their families.  I fortunately keep a spare closet in the lab, so I stayed at work until the party started.

And then, a fantastic thing happened.

For the half hour that everyone went home and I stayed, the winery had a visitor.

I can safely claim that this is the only time in my life that being a workaholic has paid off.

Dave Grohl was getting a private tour of the place and I didn't know about it until I walked out into the cellar and nearly ran into him.  Oh I wanted to play it cool, I really did.  

Like this happened all the time.  But I was so not cool.

We shook hands outside and introductions were made (like I didn't know who he was).  We made small talk about the winery and how much he was enjoying the tour.  He said he thought the caves were the coolest place in the winery and I countered with "then I can't let you leave without seeing the lab, it's way cooler".  Which isn't actually true, our caves are pretty impressive, but I had to say something.  

He laughed and followed me in, I explained some instruments and bless his heart his eyes didn't glaze over.  His time was almost up so I asked if it wouldn't be too tacky to ask for a picture.    He said of course not but that he wanted to wear some "science glasses".  

" You mean goggles?" I asked.

"Yeah, those." he said.

"I got those."

Then I handed my camera over to the tour guide, and as always when I hand my camera over, the picture comes back blurry and poorly framed.  That was my one chance, before I could ask to take a million more he had to go!

So my only picture is this one, where I am beaming like a nerd, so not playing it cool.

Dave Grohl came into my lab.

He listened to me talk about science.

He wore my goggles.

He hugged me.

He posed for a picture.

And no one else was there!

A few minutes after he left, everyone started to arrive for the party.

Which meant that I got to re-live the moment by repeating the story and busting out the picture every 10 minutes.  But I was a few beers in and being obnoxious was the last thing on my mind.

The Party*

We had a mobile pizza oven park at the winery and make pizzas for dinner.  Which was way classier than when the taco truck came.  Classier, since no one turned it into a taco eating contest that lest several people feeling sick.**

Inside the winery there were tables set up where we could eat, drink, schmooze and if the mood struck, embarrass ourselves.

While sitting at a table I noticed a classy lady in her Alexander McQueen scarf sitting at a nearby table.  Fortunately I had my emergency McQueen scarf in my lab closet for such an occasion.  I went to grab it and we bonded over silk skulls.

Also in attendance was a face-painting clown.  Since I kept my drinking moderate, I did not succumb to the urge to pass for a child and get my face painted.

However, since I was moderately drinking I did spend a portion of the evening sneaking pictures of painted faces, unbeknownst to the kids.

Which I maintain is only a little bit creepy.

 

Since I had to work the next morning, the night ended for me pretty early, (though I know a few continued to party on).

I went straight to bed when I got home and then straight back to work Saturday morning bright and early.

Most of the party had already been cleaned up, but there was still plenty of cold pizza left for breakfast.

Delicious.

-L

* A most excellent movie starring Peter Sellers.

** I have Taco Truck footage still on the camera.  I never got a chance to post it and since it's been a while, I wasn't going to, but maybe, just maybe, it needs to be shared.

I Heard Somebody Say That The War Ended Today

So . . . 

Several things happened since Halloween.

Last Friday the 5th was the official Last Day of Harvest.  

The white bins below contained the last fruit from the last vineyard.

  

We were expecting 5 tons, we received 10.  It was a very busy last day.

A most fitting end to a very busy season.

About the season . . . .

A cool spring began the growing season, temperatures were low during vine development and our biggest concern was that if it stayed cool, the fruit would not ripen.  The vines need sun and heat to distribute carbohydrates and accumulate sugar in the grapes.  Since the spring and summer had been so cool and we were expecting it to stay cool, around July some vineyard managers decided to get proactive.  

One method to mitigate under ripe fruit is to drop crop.  If resources are scarce, a vine with 14 clusters is less likely to evenly ripen them than a vine with 9 clusters.  So we sacrifice our yield a little for better quality.  Another method is reducing the canopy.  A large canopy means that the vine takes resources away from ripening fruit and puts them into growing lots of large green leaves.  Limiting the canopy encourage the reallocation of resources.  Additionally, we can leaf-pull to reduce the amount of shade a cluster gets and maximize its sun exposure.

These are methods for a cool year.  

And we had a cool year.  

Until we didn't.

When the heat wave came, a lot of the crop was over exposed and vulnerable and a lot of it cooked.  

So now we had a mixture of raisins and under ripe clusters.  

Then the rains came. 

Unlike the heat wave, the rains were not a surprise.  It always rains in October.  However, usually we have had a warmer year and most everyone has most of their fruit in by this time.  But the cool weather meant that few vineyards were ripe and ready to be picked, and when the October rains came, a lot of people still had a lot of their fruit out there getting wet.

And the rain didn't help the fruit ripen any faster.  Wet weather makes us worry about moldy fruit.  Additionally, if it is really wet the vines can pick up the water and give us big watery berries, instead of small intensely flavored ones.

Then it rained again.

So really, it's been a nightmare of a year.  

This is only my 4th Harvest, so 2010 easily shoots to the top of my "All Time Most Difficult Year" list.

But people for whom 2010 was their 20th or 30th Harvest are also saying the same thing.  Well, they more diplomatically say that it's been "the most difficult" or "most challenging" of their careers.  

But I'll say it again.

Nightmare.

And yet,

Despite how long and weird the season has been, seeing the last white bins with the last bit of fruit from the last vineyard was bitter sweet.  Maybe I'm being overly sentimental, or masochistic, but on the way home that Friday night I did not feel like celebrating with beers like everyone else.  Which is especially odd considering that the next day, Saturday, was my 3rd day off in 8 weeks.

.    .    .    .

And Sunday it was back to work.

I don't think the fermenting tanks got the memo that Harvest Is Over and the work load is supposed to get lighter now.

But Sunday night I attended a fund raising even at Miner Family Vineyards.  I was mostly excited to have an opportunity to get out of my dirty work clothes and into something clean and presentable.  

Also, helping kids . . .   

The event was called Wine to Water, which works with Water Hope to bring clean drinking water to developing nations.

Wineries like mine donate wine for a silent auction, the chefs donate their time to cook the meal for the night, and everyone else who helps put the event together donates their time so that all the proceeds can go to the foundation.

 

The silent auction and dinner were held in the MFV caves, which were all lit up for the occasion.

 

The dinner was delicious but my favorite part of the evening was the bowl of wine:

It is true I have tiny hands, but that is a giant stemless glass of wine.  I could eat my cereal out of that bowl.  

The event was from 6pm to 10pm, and it was overall very well put together.

There was one awkward moment for me during dinner when they showed a video montage of all the children the foundation helps.  There we were eating our Slow Guinness-Braised Beef Short Ribs: Mashed Colcannon Potatoes, Honey Glazed Carrots with Natural Jus cooked by celebrity chef Stuart O'Keeffe (Private Chefs of Beverly Hills on Food Network) and watching a video of malnourished children in Africa, Tibet, Cambodia etc, beaming with joy as the schlep plastic jugs of water from a well back to their huts.  And the message was Thanks for Helping These Kids, but really the sum total of our efforts (my effort anyway) involved enjoying a very expensive dinner and a bowl of wine.

I don't know if the juxtaposition was done on purpose to encourage everyone to open their wallets for the live auction that went on after dinner.  But I felt like I did embarrassingly little for anyone that night.  Especially since I did not partake in the ensuing live auction.  It wasn't because I didn't want to participate, I was just way out of my league.  But if I had $4k to toss around, I definitely would have bid to have Stuart O'Keeffe come cook at my house.

Though I might be more embarrassed to have him see my 'charming' Victorian kitchen.

So my dreams of having a private chef will have to wait and I will survive on crackers and cereal a little longer.

-L

Soap, Powder, Bleach, Dollars, Change, I'm Headed To The Laundromat

Happy Halloween, or something.

Did anyone dress up?  Because I didn't.  Saturday was a full day of work, and because the ferms aren't going to check themselves, I was back at work today.  Granted, it was not a full day's work.  But it's still 14 days straight at the winery.  In the past 7 weeks, I have not been at the winery 2 of the last 49 days. 

 I just had to fact check myself because it looked so rediculous when I wrote it.  

But I checked my calendar, it's true.

Today, after checking the fermentations, some light data entry and a few nutrient additions to feed the ambitious yeast in some fast fermenting tanks, I headed to do laundry.  Downtown Napa has few laundromats so it was a surprise to run into 3 other colleagues doing their laundry at the same place and time as me.  (No one coordinated this, we were all just desperate for clean clothes at the same time)

They are all Enologists at other Napa wineries, and it seems we all had Sunday afternoon off and lots of dirty (fermenting) clothes.  So the little bit of time off we all had, we spent talking about work.  Which is actually very typical.  Our work is not something that we can compatmentalize.  I don't know if that's the nature of the job, or the nature of the people who choose to do these jobs.  But either way, we spend horrendous hours at work, and when we are not at work we spend it with each other talking about work.  

We talk about yeast, look at those gorgeous bubbles

And our shopping trips

Usually we compare notes on the vintage or the different ways our wineries make wine, or what new equipment we are trying out, or what wines we've enjoyed recently (or not enjoyed), or how annoying it is to have tours traipsing through the winery.  And also, the egos and politics.  Excuse the presumptuous comparison, but I've always thought that the wine industry must be similar to Hollywood, or my idea of Hollywood from watching Entourage.  It's a very small industry, geographically centered, everyone knows everyone, and reputation is very important.  There is also this perception of glamor.  

Totally glamorous location.

Wine making sounds glamorous, at least I thought it did back in school.  And we definitely have our moments, but really, it's a dirty job.  And I don't mean dirty as in serious or difficult, I mean it literally.  Most of the time in the cellar you are sticky with juice or stained with wine.  Your hands turn black from handling the hoses.  You work with wet clothes because we are constantly cleaning and it's easy to get nailed with a stray hose.  I get yeast and glycol dripping on my hair.  Not to mention the weak teeth from all the wine tasting.  Besides the obvious staining, all that acid really wears down the enamel.  Maybe us wine people can take a page out of Mr. West's book, that would definitely bring back some of the glamor.

But back to the laundromat.

Actually, first I need to take a moment and tout a truly fantastic laundromat.  When I lived in San Francisco, my neighborhood laundromat was Joey's.

This place is classy

Not satisfied with providing only a laundry service, Joey's was truly a comprehensive place.

And sure the Napa laundromat doesn't smell like urine and I don't have to take a buddy with me to do my laundry and I'm no longer worried about trannies stealing my tank tops (I miss my old neighborhood), but would it kill Napa to get some ice cream and sausages into their facilities?

Anyway, 

Back to the Napa laundromat.

While talking to my fellow Enologists I realized that we are all spending too much time at work, and then too much time thinking about work when we are not at work (says the lady who comes home to write about work).  

But anyway, one friend was telling me about how tense it's getting at her winery because everyone is sick of each other.  Which is understandable.  We spend 12 to 14 hours, 6 days a week for 2 months with the same handful of people in very close quarters.  We get little sleep, become strangers to our families, neglect our health, miss appointments and special occasions.  We get dirty, we get sick and still we come to work at the butt crack of dawn and leave after the sunsets.  Of course personalities and egos clash.  Of course we all come close to losing it.  And of course some of us do lose it.

It was nice to see my friends because even though we do the same work, and all we talked about was work, they are still the first people I have interacted with that I do not directly work with.  

The season is wrapping up, and soon we can stop being work hermits.  Soon we will have evenings free
 again and I will catch up with what is happening in the rest of the world.  By which I mean visit all my homies in their wineries to talk about work and taste their latests wines.

(I think I may have a problem)

But for now, laundry is done and I'm going to watch people who are even more consumed by their careers than I am. 

The doctors on TV.

-L